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2011-12-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

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This is the life

2011-01-23T10:15:00.001-08:00

Wishes never let go

and dreams stay true

when you learning to feel

when burrowing into the ground

is worth more than flying high

THE NEW BREED

2009-09-14T18:31:00.000-07:00

My father used the word pseudo-intelligent,10 years ago. I never understood its meaning , may be i do now.The internet has given rise to a new breed of people - The Pseudo-intellectual / pseudo-intelligent .The urban dictionary defines them pretty well- google it .
Quoating few definitions:
1. One who attempts to flex intellect that does not exist within his or her own mind.
2. Can probably be found with a thesaurus in hand, while in a chat room, looking up new insults that are synonymous with "stupid" in order to boost his or her own undeserved ego.
4. Pretends he or she has an opinion. A person who uses "big words" to impress people, insists on being politically-correct all the time, constantly bitches about "the system", and thinks they're gods among men because they're atheist.
Well i think everyone takes up the psuedo-intellectual role once in a while (this includes me as well :)Ever looked up wikipedia to find a quick summary on something inroder to impress/overpower/look important/look cool/Blend in ?
Facebook is one such portal that encourages this breed of youngsters. You have these crazy tests which say you have an amazing personality, your are loved by 95% of your acquaintances blah blah blah. I feel you that either take them
a) to convince yourself of lies that dont define your personality or
b) coz you are bored to death (the former group also claim this excuse) or
c) you passionately believe in robotic fortune tellers which work on silly algorithms.

When you chose to be delusional and live in lala land , you actaully plunging your subconcious mind into depression due to the awareness of the fact that you are delusional.I remember few days back one of my statuses on FB was "My life is not dramatic but i tend to make it" ( I am Indian - Dramatism is my birthright), the statement is true for most FB /Twitter/any such social networkign site user. Even though you might be in some forgodsaken land living a boring life, you just want that attention from your "friends" on fb, that you are having a gala time.Why? to look cool or hep or happening ..whatever. I read baout a simillar situation somewhere i dont remember.I realize the importance of referencing.
Ahhhhh Refencing the double edged swrod. while referencing quotes, poetry,thoughts you are being humble stating- I DINT WRITE THIS SOME OTHER BIG SHOT DID and on the other hand you say I AM COOL ENOUGH TO READ STUFF OF THIS BIG SHOT ..I AM LITERATE,I STAND OUT OF THE CROWD.
Attnetion ,attention , attention.. its all about attention.
Now to think about may be in some nasty corner of my mind- i am writing this to stand out of the crowd... am i?
Charishma is a gift.You can either fake confidence or be unaware that you possess it.Its our sensibilty to chose what we become. I chose not to be a pseudo intellect and be truthful about my ignorance and dumbness instead of falsifying :)

SIMPLE FATE

2009-05-21T17:08:00.000-07:00

why a fate so simple
in a manner so eloquent
words give more than needed
when life is like empty tray
as expressions of yearn go unheeded

why a fate so simple
yet so befitting
like a water after rain
waiting to be swept off
by the blinding sun ,but in vain.

why a fate so simple
as a teasing banter
which a brings smiles
the lingering gaze
to fetch the eyes
in a wait that stretches miles

why a fate so simple
that brings a tear
a weary traveller down an uneven road

ANALYSIS

2009-04-12T16:29:00.000-07:00

With the focal point as my character , my twidling fingers represent 2 extremes of exposure of the developed inner self and the awakened childish wants and whims to live in complete unawareness.My thoughts hint a slight schizophrenic variation .
To feel what is see yet be an inablility to imagine seems to chain me to created emotions.Rather than harbouring my own emotions i am led away by emotions that are read or seen in the form of unreality.

The irony

2009-03-23T04:20:00.001-07:00

i ve lived the irony of life..
lived across times
across lives ..
i am what i cannot feel ..
i see but i dream
in this rivery i live ..
wat is real wat is not
i am what u dont see ..
i am what you dont feel
this mind under my cover
i hold my own heart
i hurt me

2009-01-24T14:06:00.000-08:00

time to stay a change ...

i pick the withered flowers of my soul..

i feel the urge to hum this hymn..

where did my life go

why cant i put up a fight

why is it that its a diferent sphere ,

i lack the words

i lack the courage ..

where did i go wrong

THE STAR

2009-01-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

ter goes a spec of a star
the beholders eyes
search for it beyond far...
said right is the phrase ...
beauty lies in the beholders eyes ...
may it be a spec or a star.....

Maulana Jalaluddeen Rumi

2008-12-09T16:11:00.000-08:00

Rumi is one of my favorite poets, may be cause i cant disagree with him, even if i want to. His style of expression is puzzling.
Love for Allah(God) is where all love beings and ends.
This love is beyond human understanding. The bliss is unbelievable to come to that state of nafs-e-mutma'inna.
To link the proscribed with the prescribed is not conventional . But the prescribed can make even the forbidden look meek and unappealing contracdictory to human nature.
The high of being drunk with out touching the drink....

I love the following lines:
Out beyond ideas of wrong-doing and right-doing, there is a field. I'll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about. Ideas, language, even the phrase 'each other' doesn't make any sense. --Rumi

There is no 'I' in the soul of life.

THE FOURTH DIMENSION

2008-11-30T12:16:00.000-08:00

The fourth dimension lives,
lives in the lives of the unknown,
unknown faces fade away,
as the seed of sorrow are sown.

Where blood is inhaled,
and crime is rule of the day,
where walking amongst dead is a norm
normal lives are fey.

The fourth dimension lives,
lives in the hearts of the affected,
where numbness is the feel ,
the pain goes undectected.

Cries of dispair loud and clear,
ignored overseen and blinded away,
excuses are valid for reasons lame,
a wasted purpose amidst Gods dismay.

How could one be so crippled ,
with a will so poor,
what have we done to ourselves?
the heart of the world has turned into stone ,a sewer....

Ya Ummi

2008-04-21T10:18:00.001-07:00

a touching video...one of my friends commented .. "what was tried to be conveyed in the movie baghban ( inefficiently ) is conveyed beautifully in this 5 min video."

Allah Made Me Funny - Azhar Usman 2/2

2008-04-20T08:09:00.001-07:00

Allah Made Me Funny - Azhar Usman 1/2

2008-04-20T08:07:00.001-07:00

some videos are funny, informative and clear the fog around few issues..

2008-03-22T13:29:00.000-07:00

poocha hai aakhon ne khoobsoorty say ,

tu kya hai.

main woh houn

kaha usne jo tujhe na dikhe

ELATION AND DEPRESSION

2008-03-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

The soul is a medium which carries the conscience and the memory.The body and soul are two different entities but live as co-hosts.The soul houses the body and the body houses the soul.There often exists a master-slave relationship between the body and the soul ,depending upon our control factors, the former or the later can gain control.Out of the two, the greater entity is the soul -which knows right and wrong but the body also influences the decisionsof the system.The body always tries to pull the entire system towards earth(bad control factor) and the soul tries to pull the system towards the sky(god control factor).Therefore the soul with a stronger conscience has a better chance at influencing the sytem towards the sky.

Elation and depression are two logic conditions of the system.While experiencing depression the system is under the influence of the body which is pulling the system towards the bad control factor of earth, causing the soul to shrink to a small corner in the body, preferably the center-the heart which is a safe abode away from the peripheral environment , shrinking/concentration of the soul to a smaller area(usually spread to a greater extent ) causes a pressure to develop inside the heart in other words the feeling is usually expressed as a heavy heart.Depression is easy to experience.

Elation is the experiencing the full zest of the positive sky factor ,the system as mentioned comes under the influence of the soul .during this the system cuts off the influence of the body ,the soul becomes the master but priority is given to crisis arising from the body(but the body continues normal function involuntarily).the soul expands in the body ,spreading wide even beyond the periphery thus causing elation, thus releasing itself from the body by capturing it ,now the soul houses the body and is one with it in complete harmony.The process has a positive feedback increasing elation exponentially over time.Elation is best experienced when the soul is about to and reaches the peripheral tips of the body.The connection with earth is lost.Elation is difficult to obtain,the external factors leading to elation are many like spiritualliy,stage of near completion of a challenge ,etc,.

THE SMOKE

2007-07-12T08:16:00.001-07:00

gave up, to free my soul

but it lurks inside, liks its lone goal

may be im addicted ,to its trance

the smoke mimics ,but a deadly dance

my hazy mind ,chained inside

my moods swings ,lik the oceans tide

freedom from good ,give in to devils hold

did i wish for evil?,i wud shape in satans mould

this is not wat i want ,even in lifes drill

god gives paradise ,so i submit to his godly will

life is a trial, i scored high

no more complains, no more sigh

it hurts to stop covettin the material

but truth comprehends wat i touch is meta-real

THE SMOKE

2007-07-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

gave up, to free my soul
but it lurks inside, liks its lone goal
may be im addicted ,to its trance
the smoke mimics ,but a deadly dance
my hazy mind ,chained inside
my moods swings ,lik the oceans tide
freedom from good ,give in to devils hold
did i wish for evil?,i wud shape in satans mould
this is not wat i want ,even in lifes drill
god gives paradise ,so i submit to his godly will
life is a trial, i scored high
no more complains, no more sigh
it hurts to stop covettin the material
but truth comprehends wat i touch is meta-real

HALLOW OF THE HEAVENS

2007-07-12T08:15:00.002-07:00

i can see the heavens
behind the clouds,
there hallow soothes me
even if beneath shrouds.
crimson red
stretches across the skies,
turning in to dead dark as time flies.

i wish you were here

2007-07-12T08:15:00.001-07:00

i wish you were here
as the rain beats on the ground
to watch the horizon
as the wet sun goes down
driving a nostalgic journey
down memory lane
the wind rushes through the leaves
picking the dust on the path
as time traces a wonder on its weaves

hold on tight

2007-07-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

some times i think i would fall..
fall back into its depths..
again
searching for a grip to hold on to..
often waking up
from that dreaded nightmare...
the jerk stunting my breath..
the blood rushing tru the brain

but i wont let go..
i wont fall
even wit out a grip
my grip is my tot
my belife
my roots...
my saviour
i will not forget ..
never again

HAZED

2007-07-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

i run to limp
i walk to fall
i let go to hold back
memories of walking tall
i think to be free
i shroud to be warm
searching for spaces of twilight
as blindness crawls
life moves on
the rain stops to show clear skies
memories flood into the mind
as time flies
through the passage of time
write your lives
throwing away the shrouding blinds
it has to rain to clear the skies
it has to be let gone
to strengthen the ties
tears have to be shed
to bring back the smiles
i hav to let go before its mine
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FRAGMENTS

2007-07-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

fragments of land
will lie together
beautiful scapes
and the exotic smell
in the life of life
in life it will be
always in its bliss
the thought of it
will always make
it better a bit
than yesterday
and tomorro
will come and kill sorrow
for you and me
wait for that day
when life will
be at birth and bay
and it will be possible
for it is we
who make the impossible be
and win
love for that is always true
no matter what
others say.....

2001

2007-07-12T08:06:00.000-07:00

no matter how much i try
no matter how hard i strive
i cant cry
these two drops are my tears
which do not flow in par with my fears
i feel the pain sweeping my soul
pain strong and frightening
enough for me to drop down
dead cold
i dont live life's frenzy
thus escaping the real to me ,
sounds easys
elling my soul is too much a price
i shout but i am not heard
i try to move buti am paralysed
i try to hear but
nothing sounds
i wake up breaking
my earthly bounds.

sulken eyes

2007-07-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

sulken eyes from 15.3.2001!!!!!
91 days ago

those sulekn eyes
so much in them
that you can feel
but so much in them
that they conceal
those batting lashes
of concern
my heart i feel it burn
those sulken eyes
that are sleep deprived
i felt so much that i cried
i met them fora second or two
i could see that
deep blue
so much in them
they are deep
i dont know how much
they tend to keep

THE TOUCH OF THE LONE

2007-07-12T08:03:00.002-07:00

the touch of the lone

if its the question of trials
that stand across
the once won,
the ones lost.
the search never ends
at those trivial bends
born alone dead one day
ones own -ones fey.

FIND IT

2007-07-12T08:03:00.001-07:00

find it

find it in the day break
foever young
never fake
find it in the depths of the sea
an oyster
that was never meant to be
find it in essence of your soul
bless it
before u live on a dole.

NO ONES SPECIAL

2007-07-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

no ones special

Im no one’s special
no no ones dream
No ones love
No ones scream
Im no one’s special
I liv to no ones care
No ones good will
I liv to my own dare
Im no one’s special
I look in to the eye ..
And search for a tear
Wipe it away and wait till its clear
Im no one’s special
A stand by for changes
A passer by

yo!

2006-10-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

yossarian lives!!!!!!!!!!!!yossarian is the bestest....most awesome .. groovy .. rad ...!!!!!!!!!!

seasonsblog

MACS

MASTERINGADVANCEDCOMMUNICATIONSKILLS

This is another heading

This is the life

THE NEW BREED

SIMPLE FATE

ANALYSIS

The irony

THE STAR

Maulana Jalaluddeen Rumi

THE FOURTH DIMENSION

Ya Ummi

Allah Made Me Funny - Azhar Usman 2/2

Allah Made Me Funny - Azhar Usman 1/2

ELATION AND DEPRESSION

THE SMOKE

THE SMOKE

HALLOW OF THE HEAVENS

i wish you were here

hold on tight

HAZED

FRAGMENTS

2001

sulken eyes

THE TOUCH OF THE LONE

FIND IT

NO ONES SPECIAL

yo!

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