2001

no matter how much i try
no matter how hard i strive
i cant cry
these two drops are my tears
which do not flow in par with my fears
i feel the pain sweeping my soul
pain strong and frightening
enough for me to drop down
dead cold
i dont live life's frenzy
thus escaping the real to me ,
sounds easys
elling my soul is too much a price
i shout but i am not heard
i try to move buti am paralysed
i try to hear but
nothing sounds
i wake up breaking
my earthly bounds.